Twenty five years ago or so, I was flying on a plane from New York to California. An amazing woman, Vella, was sitting next to me and we talked and chatted the entire flight. I never saw her again, but we remained fervent pen pals… for 25 years. Every Christmas and every birthday, we faithfully sent each other cards and pictures… along with handwritten letters throughout each year. I practically knew everything about her family and kids and grandchildren and all of their lives.

A couple years ago I stopped getting them… and worried that something was wrong. This past year, I received a letter from one of her daughters, sharing with me all the sad news and heartbreak. Indeed, Vella had passed away. She told me how I was like a part of their family, that they all felt like they knew me and loved seeing all the cards and letters all these years.

Last night, the daughters came to the show in Logan. We went to dinner beforehand, and told stories and had a beautiful time. During the show, I sang “Million Lonely People” and dedicated it to Vella. I had a difficult time getting through it without choking up. I know Vella must have been looking down on us and probably was singing along, too.
Goodnight, Vella.

After a raucous, barn-burner show last night at The Bouquet in Boise, Idaho, Tyson took us out to an early breakfast, before spending the whole day recording us in a day-long session. I swear, Tyson always treats me like a king every time I come through… such goodness and kindness…

Cydney was giddy with delight and bursting at the seams like a freshly squeezed Twinkie to be playing the organ. Her first-ever organ session, dear diary….

We then dashed off to play a long night’s show in Twin Falls… Afterwards, instead of crashing at a local hotel, we decided to drive on to Logan (in Utah). We covered so much territory in one day… sometimes it feels good to keep moving and jump in the car and pedal for a few hours after a crazy jam-packed day… de-stressing… decompressing… unwinding… and getting free from all the buildings and neon signs… back into nature and the great wide, open sprawl…

Utah is quite cold, as it turns out… especially at 3am… especially to Southern Californians… and this is supposed to be the sweet weather, hovering in the lower 30’s, before the winter hits…

After all the rigmarole of checking in to the hotel, dragging ourselves back and forth to the freezing room to unload the car, settling in and settling down, I finally crashed into bed around 4am…

Just before checkout time in the morning, I slowly awoke, and felt a blistering heat wave smashing down on my face… a smothering hell-fire blanket choking and gagging me… felt like I was going to break out in a nose bleed over my now freshly-baked and scorched, chapped lips…. apparently, the thermostat was broken and the room was now a sweltering 99 degrees…

As we gasped and clutched for the door, practically having to crawl on our hands and knees below the flames, we both shot out like an exploding pressure cooker was kicking us in the back… as if we were running out of a burning building… laughing at how lucky we were to be alive…

Lucky it wasn’t the stove or a running car left on all night…. lucky we didn’t die in our sleep… lucky.

kung fu
During these long marathon drives between towns, Cydney has been entertaining us with poetic and heartfelt readings from UrbanDictionary.com… her enthusiastic and super-charged interpretations make it dangerous to drive while we’re both crying and sobbing tears of gut-wrenching happiness…

I decided we had to make a game out of it… we pick a new word every day out of the Urban Dictionary and then we each have to stealthily insert it somewhere during the show. It could be in the middle of a story between songs, it could be sung as a lyric in a song… anywhere, so long as it is spoken or sung or used during each of our sets. Sometimes it’s nasty ghetto slang, or something completely vile and utterly disgusting.

The rule is, nobody in the audience can know about it. It has to be delivered with a straight face, without calling any attention to it. The only tip off to innocent bystanders, really, is when either of us are sitting in the audience listening, and break out in hysterical laughter (seemingly for no reason), as the sneaky treasure gets released into the air… like a stealth-bomber dropping the perfect ninja bomb.

It has become quite hilarious and ridiculous and a high point of each night… After the show, we congratulate each other with a high five and bow… like two sparring, kung-fu Jedi knights… recalling each other’s artful skill with genuine admiration and mutual awe and respect of how the word was slipped in.

I slept in a 5 foot long, NASCAR bed tonight. Some nights we get to stay with friends, instead of in hotels. Couches. Floors. Hallways. Backyard tents. Late night fellowshipping and wine and stories and laughs and home-cooked meals with dear friends… it breaks up the solitude and loneliness and road weariness… like a re-fueling pit stop to ground me and remind me we are not alone… Thank you John and Tammy for my race car dreams.

The shows are going well… every night Cydney’s set kills… some real jaw-dropping, tear-inducing, breathtaking moments… kind of knocks the wind out of me… and i get to feel this every night before I sing… it’s lovely…

We’re driving up the coast now towards Oregon… this is something very new to me: having someone riding along in the car… after being so used to traveling alone for so long… the past year of about 50,000 miles… alone…

I have this feeling that every time there is a bum, stinky smell coming in from outside, or when we’re driving through a roadkill skunk bomb, or cow fields, or anything awful smelling, Cydney thinks it is me… there are no words spoken, just silence… then i started thinking, wait, what if all these smells are hers…

Time to get back out on the road… I am super excited to announce that the fantastical and magical Cydney Robinson will be opening the shows! It will be a big, giant hootenanny!

NORTHWESTERN FALL TOUR 2010

10.06 – Hollywood, CA @ Cranes
10.07 – San Diego, CA @ Lestats
10.08 – Santa Ana, CA @ Gypsy Den
10.11 – San Luis Obispo, CA @ Steynberg Gallery
10.12 – Sacramento, CA @ Luna’s
10.13 – Seaside, CA @ The Alternative Cafe
10.15 – Cottage Grove, OR @ Axe and Fiddle
10.16 – Portland, OR @ Hawthorne Theatre
10.17 – Seattle, WA @ Rendezvous
10.18 – Pendleton, OR @ Great Pacific
10.19 – Spokane, WA @ Empyrean
10.20 – Boise, ID @ Bouquet
10.21 – Twin Falls, ID @ The Anchor
10.22 – Logan, UT @ Why Sound
10.24 – Boulder, CO @ Laughing Goat
10.27 – Hollywood, CA @ Cranes